come undone...

i've been an avid fan of Matchbox Twenty ever since...well, ever since they've first appeared in MTV, hahaha. just realized lately that i've been playing their songs a lot on my iPod and they have unofficially become my playlist about work. i'm hung up on "Mad Season" again, and despite it being a love song, i've come to twist the lyrics to my current situation (mad season talaga):

Mad Season

I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long

I've been guessing - and I coulda been guessin' wrong

You don't know me now

I kinda thought that you should somehow

Does that whole mad season got ya down?

Well I feel stupid, but it's something that comes and goes

I've been changin' - I think it's funny how no one knows

We don't talk about the little things that we do without

When that whole mad season comes around

So why you gotta stand there

Looking like the answer now?

It seems to me you'd come around

I need you now

Do you think you can cope?

You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless

I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken

I come undone in this mad season

I feel stupid, but I think I been catchin' on

I feel ugly, but I know I still turn you on

You've grown colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around

Will that whole mad season knock you down?

So are you gonna stand there

Are you gonna help me out?

We need to be together now

I need you now

Do you think you can cope?

You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless

I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken

I come undone in this mad season

And now I'm cryin'

Isn't that what you want?

And I'm tryin' to live my life on my own

But I won't, no,

At times I do believe I am strong

So someone tell me why, why, why

Do I, I, I feel stupid

And I come undone

And I come undone

I need you now

Do you think you can cope?

You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless

I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken

Well I need you now

Do you think you can cope?

You figured me out - I'm a child and I'm hopeless

I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken

I come undone

I come undone in this mad season

In this mad season

It's been a mad season

Been a mad season